blog break{ing bad}

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i had every intention of making 2013 something worth its while. quiet, and genuine. and i don't think i will not not have it quiet and genuine. but this virtual business has mounted to my head in a bad way. i experience a severe lack of human contact, and while i still realise it, i want to share my frustration as a means of explanation, and then i want to lay low for a while. i need a break. i don't want any more commitments and i want to own the place again, rather than wallow. which is what i've been doing, inside. 
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i'll miss the blog habit, i know that already. but i just, i need to hibernate. there's so much in this house, and privately, that needs attention and the strain is just, it's un-nice. i feel i'm faking it if i don't make a decision. i need to focus, and keep breathing. i'll miss all of you, dear readers. i will most probably switch on, from time to time, but i better not. i really need a clean break. 
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i might just try and get hold of season four of the accidental meth heads, to keep my brains occupied, in between days. as if needed. 
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tata ♥
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